Hello 2013!

Many unexpected things happened on the last bits of 2012. Fortunately everything is just fine. I was actually not really in mood for everything these last few hours, something is just keep bothering, that mix unexplainable feelings inside. Maybe because my flight is waiting me in few more hours. Can i just sign for another days off from college?

Above all, i'm thankful for everything. The never ending fellowships and gatherings with friends and family makes me feel so happy. I love meeting all my relatives, far or near. Last night was a bliss for us because for the first time ever, an official family gathering was held on my grandmother's side family. I am so happy seeing all my grandma siblings gather around. This tradition will be continued every year and this year will be my grandma's turn to be the organizer. Can't wait for another family gathering. yayy! 

Last night was also my parents' 24th anniversary, and only last night i know it like really sure of it that my parents was the first grandchildren whom got married in Aki Andu's family. I must have been daydreaming for all these times for not knowing that fact. With that, my brother is the eldest great grandson in the big family. Me and some cousins must be the second ones! Never thought of that, omo! Anyway, I pray for a happy and blessed marriage life to my parents. This year will be their 25th anniversary so something surprise must be planned out! Let see how it goes later :D

Well, it is a new year! Let us make it a great and blessed one! Wherever we are and whatever we are doing, do be happy and grateful for our life, most importantly stay firm in our faith :)

Have a great and blessed New Year everyone! Let us smile more in 2013 :D

P.S. I must make myself to fully utilized the leftover hours here. Packing up things, tidying up everything, scrolling through the lecture's schedules and files, listing up things to do and make sure everything is on track for 2013. IPBL life this year must be a 'SAMANGAT' one! Lets get started May!

The sweet 21

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 

to myself !

okay, that awkward moment when you are singing birthday song for yourself! LOL!

How the day start?

Before the clock struck at 12 am, I had already received birthday wishes (yeah, Agnes was the first one! ). And after that, more wishes come which makes me happy happy and happy. Then, I woke up this morning at 6am something, thanking God for being alive for 21 years, took my shower, get ready, rode on uncle kim's van, reached the Camelite church ! yeee.. After the mass, we went to Saberkas, took our brunch together. Today, I was really blessed that I had my brunch in a small fellowship circle. Like everything was planned in the right timing. After that, we went for a short stroll around Seberkas and went back.

Reached the hostel and i took my sweet sleep. I woke up around 4pm then stalking people in FB. After that give some calls to my friends! good to hear from them

(Chiba will remember what you said :P, and wait for me to be LAGEN... wait for it... DERY !!).

Finished with the conversation, I went for my evening jog or it supposed to be stroll. the weather was so good to me! Then went back, took my sweet shower again and sit in front of my laptop until 12 am, 7 may 2012.

Anyway, i would like to say thank you to everyone for making the best day in my life. Thank you for the wishes, for being there always with me. Thank you to my lovely besties, olivias, for the cute hair band, love it so much! thank you for making my day everyone. Be blessed and happy always ! Don't stop smiling because smile can automatically make you happy !

I am blessed and thankful that i have received the greatest gift in my life for the 21 years of living. I have made up my mind for certain things in my life and will never regret it. So sorry for being emotional for the last few weeks, or should it be months already. I know things happen for a reason. I have to go through the moment of pains for me to be on the happy side. Thank you for bearing with me. Your understanding is greatly appreciated. Thank you. 

So now, my new 'azam' is to be happy and life live to the fullest (yes, it is kind of clinches saying those words). After all, i just feel so much 'free' inside. This is the life that He has given for me. Thank you Lord for the words and making me stronger than before.

I am now 21, independent single lady, happy and blessed with wonderful people around me :D

and one more important thing, i received a call from my another darling.. c ellye yg plg chubby!! hehe.. xba, ely plg kiut :) hehe tq ely sbb dgar crta sy yg plg emo n pnjg d dunia :P haha

A Sharing

Last night was a refreshing moment for me with Him,

we had this bible sharing at st bede chapel,

i thank everyone for the amazing sharing,

i learn so much from it,

listening to others make me to gain some 'insight',

most of all, i know that they were uttering the 'words of God'

i remember that once i was not someone who likes to give a sharing

but i learnt it with my friends in secondary day,

it started with a simple story which went down to the deepest part of our feelings

it was the best moment to let go everything.

as i moved on, i learnt to open up with people around me.

and now, i feel comfortable to share my faith in my circle of friends

especially my brothers and sisters in st bede chapel

yes, i do feel shy to share

but i don't know why, i just feel like sharing something

"I learnt that in whatever position we are right now, there is a reason for it.. my lecturer said that, God has His own purpose of making who we are right now.. even if you are single or in a relationship with someone, there is a reason for sure and there is something that we have to accomplish between these 'space and time'.. time travels in one direction, always move forward and never to the past or stop, hence make full use of every single moment in our life, chance may only comes for once, never let it go, enjoy all the things that you supposed to have in your life's stage now, cause when the stage pass you will never ever get the chance to be there again..out of all, learn to lift up everything to our God, He knows the best for us.. trust in Him, have faith in Him.. He makes all thing possible.. everything that we pray for will be answered in time"

Right now, i just want to thank Lord for everything in my life.

Everything is a blessing.

Thank you Lord for calling me,

Thank you for never leaving me alone.