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Graduation Day

I have had my graduation day for two times already. The first one was on my kindergarten day! And the second one was on my final year in SMESH! 

It was such a great feeling wearing the graduation robe with friends around who had been with you through the sweet and sour of five years studying. Browsing through the pictures makes me to miss the good old days, don't you too pals? 

In God's will, i will be having my third graduation in two years time. May God bless my journey and all my friends too. All the best to everyone!

21.11.12

someone you Miss but can't tell the name to the world. #someone#close#friend#him
p.s. my first mobile blog post.

OMO !

Okay, this is so funny! I had just rummaged all my old stuffs which i had kept since high school days. 

Then i found a white envelope entitled 'all the novels'. O dear, i was really a so-loyal-malay-novel-writer back then. I had written few versions of stories where some of the characters are really familiar to my real life. They featured some of the people in my life which makes me to keep these collections for my own reading only! But nothing to worry, they are created based on my imagination and fully original ! It was really funny! Omo ! How could i be so creative and dramatic back then !

Another thing was that i found bunch of books where all the messages, received calls, missed calls and even the dialled ones were written down or maybe the better term is 'recorded down'. Omo ! That was extremely funny ! Everything was recorded, like every single detail. I just can't imagine how i had been so hardworking back then to write everything down. It was all from 2006 - may 2009. So those who had contacted me back then should know that i had all your names written down. Actually i was not even aware what is the purpose of that, but maybe because my 'inbox' was not able to keep all the messages so i had decided to write it down. Now, i am able to recall back some of the people whom i used to be so closed too. But it was really nice, a good feeling indeed to read them back. It is like reminiscing all the sweet and sour memories.

Everything that was written was like a chapter of memories. There were some messages about us trying to sort out things during the taking of PMR & SPM results. Then after that result taking, we texted each other about who got what with some congratulating wishes tagged along. That was really awesome! Then, some texts were about working things out on meeting each other for outings. Some were on heart-to-heart stories. Some were good morning and night wishes !

It also made me to recall back one of the panic moments back to the end of December 2008. I was on the way back from the carolling which ended around 12am and it was really scared to stay alone in a car with the unknown driver, travelling along the almost lonely road. So i texted and called few of my friends. Can't believe i was crying that time and cva was on the phone to comfort me along the way. Yes, i was really really scared ! Luckily nothing bad happened and i arrived home safely with some scolded-worrying advices from some friends. I still kept all the messages ! I am really thankful for those hearts who pray and comfort me. It was one of the most unforgettable moments.

I think sending wishes through messaging was really favoured back then. Birthday, New Year, Christmas, Eid Day and even Exam wishes were never forgotten. Reading back everything also makes me to recall how we used to appreciate the 1 cent texting which was from 12am-6am which was for celcom users only. So we were very active messaging everyone at these hours during the holiday of course as handphone was not permitted in the school. 

Now, i have retired from all the writing stuffs unless the importance ones. But i still have this habit of keeping messages in my phone and the oldest text was from Iga (10:54pm, 12 April 2009) followed by some of the chosen ones, especially those that are motivating as well as wishes for birthday and celebrations. I know that it was really 'traditional' me back then. I love to keep all the records. Maybe it is nothing for some, but me it helps me to remember moments. I even have two boxes of gifts, cards and those associated to memories.  Yeah, we won't live forever, but somewhere along the lines of breathing, those things will help you to remember moments!

P.S. And also now, i know whose hearts i had crush on back then and the other way around! OMO!

I miss it!

I read my old FB status and it reminds me about the old days ~ how i miss it !

I realise that it was until the earlier 2011 year that i had been actively in contact with my friends and after that i didn't know what happened. Seems like a line had stopped there. Maybe it was my fault that i was not that so active to be in touch with everyone. Or is it because everyone is growing, and the distance grow apart too. Frankly, I never want that friendship circle to break. Even though everything has changed but i believe our friendship promise is tightly held. 

Everyone is widely spread around the world. Committed to study and building up future. It feels like just yesterday i was sitting in a class and learning all the mathematics formula, reading literature and writing essay with everyone. The next day could be one of the biggest days in our life ~ graduation, first day of working, enjoying our salary and getting married with someone special. The life transition is faster than i thought. Everyone is catching up with their own life. It is like entering a new stage of life. Before we were to deal with school, friends, homework and so on. Now, more to graduating, having a stable career & financial and looking for life lover. Looks like some has found their partners and gotten into serious relationship. So, don't forget to save one invitation card for me.Whatever is it, i wish that everyone is doing great with their life.

Dear Smeshians 0408 ~ i miss you all, sorry for not being in contact always, lets meet again in the future.

SYD 3

I know it had been more than one month, but still the memory of SYD 3 is crystal clear in my mind ! I love all the activities organised and people i met. Can't believe that i am able to participate this once in a 4 years event. 

SYD 3 was held in Tambunan at the Holy Cross Toboh Church. It was a 6 days 5 nights camp. Our contingent, Menggatal, was chosen to stay with foster family. The village that we stayed is not that far from the church itself. Just 20 - 30 minutes walk and we walked everyday go and back except the last day. Yes, at first it was really tiring to walk especially at night. No light street at all. But actually out of all the activities, this walking part was the best. It is part of the journey in SYD 3. 

To sum up, let the pictures talk.

Menggatal contingent with our yell ~ tarikkkkkkk !

us ~ assigned to be the choirs for the second day mass at the church :) 

Picture at the Groto

Picture with our foster family. Simple living yet full of blessing. God blesses mama & family :)

Another wonderful thing about SYD is that it is a place for gathering. I got to meet lot of my friends who are

gibo & ray, my secondary school friends

green shirt, Cindy, my part time friend at Sabah Air

white shirt, Tiara, who is from the same village with me and she shares some significant memory with me.

IPBL-ians ~ libe, elsie & eva

the 2nd place winner of Sabah Beauty pageant 2012 

my second cousin, claire, my mother and his father are the first cousins 

last but not least, the syd singer, who is eva's sister

the pictures i love the most is here;

me and sheryl !

Anyway, SYD 3 was really awesome! It leave some significant impacts to myself. Thank you GSCM youths, thank you to the organizers, thank you to all youths, thank you to all families and thank you Father.

Looking forward for SYD 4 2016 ~ tawau maree!

Camps in a row

SYD & BIG camps done ! Tomorrow will be another camping, which might be the last one for this semester. It is a UB camp, KRS and i am super duper excited for it ! can't wait for all the adventurous activities ! Out of everything, i really enjoy camping. I have always love camping since ages !

P.S. Have you ever dreamt of going for a date with someone ? I did and it was really really a great feeling!

Happy Friendship Day !

I remember that during high school we used to wish each other 'Happy Friendship Day' on this day every year. We even sent each other small friendship cards to show our appreciation and to be kept as a remembrance. But today, this kind of tradition is not widely 'practice' any more. Maybe because we are far away from each other. Or maybe because it is the era of Facebook where a written card is not that usable any more. I am not sure what is the real reason anyway.

It is true that everyday is a friendship day but by having a special day for friends, it gives us time to think about all the moments spent with our friends, no matter how far they are and how long we have known them. Just like our born day. It is a one of the special days in our life. I can't count how many friends i have but i value each and everyone of them !

Dedicated to all my friends ~ kindergarten, primary, secondary, youth, IPBL and everyone whom i have meet throughout the journey ~ Happy Friendship Day dear friends! Wherever you are, do take care and have a blessed life journey :D

Down the memory lane

After having several times talking through skype and YM with my friends, I started to think back my days in SMESH. I miss having all my friends around.

I Never Told You

I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there’s no sunrise, like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
But I never told you
I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you
I can’t believe that I still want you
After all the things we’ve been through
I miss everything about you, without you

I see your blue eyes, everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to, when I’m not around you
It’s like I’m not with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you (still you’re gone)
I can’t believe that I still want you (and loving you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we’ve been through
I miss everything about you, without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you (still you’re gone)
I can’t believe that I still want you (and loving you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we’ve been through
I miss everything about you, without you

The good old days

Things change,
The close relationship won't stay the same,
Close friends,
Sharing, talking, and laughing about the old times,
Time passes,
Rarely in contact,
Strange feeling,
Stranger to each other,
Sad,
Miss the old days.

Birthday 2009

Thank you for the wishes,

Thank you for the day spent,

Thank you for everything, family and friends!

Thank you God for this 19th years of living.