Prayer

I pray that everyone will look into this 'hectic' time as an opportunity to learn something, not as a burden. Let spread the positive aura and attitude around. I know it will be sleepless nights for us all. Yet, rather than spending your day with gloomy and tired face, smile, it could make your day and people around you too :)

Life: A growing process

Some people may inspire you through their speech, some through their words, talents, musics, personality, and the lists go on. In other words, each of us are connected to each other in many ways. Somewhere along the path, someone whom you never thought of will be one of the biggest 'blessings' in your life.

I am glad that i met many people with diversely unique personality along the way. The different form of 'blessings' that i received from them helps me to grow physically, emotionally, mentally and most importantly, spiritually. There is no such a 'perfect' figure of a human being. We are all still growing in many aspects of our life. The things in our life: family, friendships, education, career, enjoyments, relationship & etc. are the different form of mediums for us to grow. The people around the social circle are those anonymous Saints sent. But the foundation of everything, through the growing process is the FAITH that we are holding on to. 

Still, don't just GROW but LEARN too.

Happy Sunday :)

'A Sharing'

'A Sharing'

It had been exactly a year time when this post was published in my blog. On that night one my my lecturers shared some things about her experiences. She told us that.. 'In whatever position we are right now, there is a reason for it. God has His own purpose of making who we are right now. Even if you are single or in a relationship with someone, there is a reason for sure. There is something that we have to accomplish between these 'space and time'. Time travels in one direction, always move forward and never to the past or stop. Hence make full use of every single moment in our life. Chance may only come for once. Never let it go. Enjoy all the things that you supposed to have in your life's stage now, cause when the stage pass you will never ever get the chance to be there again'.

At this moment, i am sure that in this 'position' of life, i have something to accomplish, not only to myself but also to the people around me. It may be big ones or just a simple one, like walking down a road and smile to people who pass by.

'This path might not be the easiest nor the most convenient but it'll be perfect because it's right where He wants you to be.'

Happy Sunday :)

Sunday's Wonder

Sometimes, i wonder what should i be?

1. Should i be beautiful in the eyes of everyone? or 

2. Be a plain average girl? or 

3. Be what society want me to be?

After wandering for thousands times i found the answer. It is not about being beautiful or stay plainly or be like what a society demands you to be. Everyone owns an identity. Everyone has the BEST in himself/herself. So be the BEST of yourself. Be the way you want to be! 

Happy Sunday. Smile!

Palm Sunday

The gospel is always challenging us now to live now, to give now, to love now. NOW is the only real time. As each future moment comes it is suddenly transformed into NOW; in a sense there is no future.

God bless you all.

First week in IPBL

I had gone through my 1st week in IPBL and everything was just unpredictable!

Our institute is still in 'upgrading' process, so there are constructions all over the place. I hope that everything will be finished in time. We got a new cafe tender but the food is a bit expensive for me. There were just so much difficulties that i had to adapt with in this first week after my long holiday. yes, i do feel home sick but i am so used to it already. For now, everything is fine. I just need to adjust myself a little bit.

Last Thursday, we had our 1st public holiday because of the heavy rain around Kuching. It was a happy 'hours' for us as we got to enjoy our beauty sleep and rest with a comfortable atmosphere around. So cold, as if I was sleeping with the air-cond being turned on. But, that day turned out to be 'tragedy' after a girl was found death because of the flood from the heavy rain. This incident happened just a distance away from our college. I feel so shocked after hearing this news from my roommate. It touched me to know that there was a kind-hearted guy who did not know how to swim tried to save the girl but unfortunately he was drawn away by the flood. It was so ironic that i got to enjoy my life but on the other side some people were fighting hard for their life. Life is just so unpredictable.

I was surrounded by guiltiness for these few days for not being able to complete a simple task. I had been so irresponsible for these few days and selfish! I know it is a little thing and not many helping hands is needed, but being irresponsible make me feel so guilty and not worth to stand on that position. Yeah, i shouldn't be there at the first place. It only left few months, i just hope that i can do something to at least be worth of receiving the certificate later. At least, becoming a bit responsible and lessen the complaints. Yeah, i just don't like to neglect the things that had been assigned to me, that is part of my responsibility even though i do not have any intention to take the post at the very first place. But i know that there is a reason why i am there.

My mind is still pondering over the question that my lecturers had asked us few days ago. It was a bit worrisome and i feel that my front sight is getting a little bit blur. Is this a right way to go? I hope so.

It is only the first week but it gave me a lot to think about the road ahead. I just hope that everything will be fine.

Have a blessed Sunday :)

Easter Sunday

Have a blessed Easter everyone !!!

May God bless you always

Note to self

I have had great time during these holidays. Enough with eating, shopping, walking, sleeping, watching movie, and strolling aimlessly! I thank God for everything. Without Him I won't be able to get all these uncounted enjoyments and endless happiness!

Now is the time for me to move on. Dear beloved homework, assignments and portfolio, I am heading towards you guys. Don't worry, we are going to settle our business as soon as possible !

And to motivate and remind myself, as usual, I make this:

Sometimes, it looks 'funny' / 'strange' / 'irritating' for some people to have / see these whole bunch of lists but for me this is important as a 'remainder' to myself. I have been doing these stuffs since I was in my secondary days. Nurturing myself from the young age.

Happy Sunday people !

'You are the salt of the earth; but if the salt has lost its taste, how shall its saltiness be restored? ... You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hid... Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven.'

Be blessed!

Happy Sunday

We have to experience the different moments in life, so that we know the real meaning of life. Life is not just about to laugh when we are happy or cry when we are sad. It is not about to enjoy everything and living to the fullest. But it is about to walk together with our God.

Adakalanya kita perlu menangis, agar kita tahu hidup ini bukan sekadar ketawa, dan adakalanya kita perlu ketawa agar kita tahu mahalnya airmata, bersyukur pada orang yang menyakitimu kerana dia yang menabahkanmu, bersyukur pada orang yang tidak mengendahkan kamu kerana dia memupukmu berdikari, bersyukur kepada orang yang menjatuhkanmu kerana dia yang memperhebatkan kamu, bersyukur kepada orang yang menyiksa kamu kerana dia yang menguji ketabahan dan kesabaranmu

Happy Sunday people !

Be blessed.