Miles Apart

I never thought that my days in SMESH will be filled with wonderful memories which is a lifetime lasting. Not just about the memories, but the people I met, knew and connect with! Being together, as a group, or perhaps like a 'gang' has no intention to create any gang-up culture. Yet, the friendship among the 11 of us is unconsciously built but intended by Him. He has reasons for putting each of us on the line, regardless of the time of meeting. And yes, so much cherish-able memories created in those years until this moment.

 4th - 7th Nov 2007 marks the first trip we made through together (excluding Jenny and Nancy). It has been 6 years since then. I miss those moment! Honesty, I have no idea that I am going to meet such wonderful company which are more than friends, they are like sisters! I miss those days spent together, telling dramatic stories, laughing, shedding tears, eating, singing, dancing, portraying some so-called-teens-crimes and the lists go endlessly. I couldn't write everything descriptively because it will take forever. High school days, they always remain me of good old times, memories created that are imperishable. 

Though we are now stepping on different ground, get rarely in contact or meet, but still the bond is strong, so strong! And sometimes, I thought that we could read each others' minds that at the point of breaking, some of them will show up at that exact moment. God must have created us in such away that even we are miles away, we are inseparable and unbreakable. It is not just about being understanding or accepting each other flaws but more than that. Most of the time, it is putting up with each other, the good and the bad, the right and the wrong, the best and the worst. Yet, just because we look perfect together doesn't mean we never experienced conflicts, we did and so many of them. But the blessings that come together with the friendship are strong enough to win against the all odds.

Though we are miles apart, but we are close at heart. On one fine day, we shall get together and drunken ourselves with the best friendship's toasts ever!

'Leaving On a Jet Plane'

I'm leaving in less than 24 hours and this time my heart is too heavy to do so. But, I have no other choice. So dear heart, lets do this together! 

Holiday has always been great for me, especially when surrounded by families! What I love the most is to just sit and listen to stories told by them. Even on the last week of holiday, I still got my 'sweet escape' to Pitas and Kota Marudu. Last year, during this holiday time, I went for a stay in my cousin's house at KM and got a scarred tattoo after riding on the bike. But for this holiday, I went there and learn to ride the bike which I did! O my! 

As usual, a routine before leaving for IPG, we went for shopping and shopped a lot today! We had our family dinner together too which cost only RM 9.90 per person, Japanese & Korean Vege Buffet at Karamunsing and everyone is to eat as much as he/she wants! 

I met Ellye yesterday and as usual we talked a lot! It makes me to miss the story times we used to have together. Yes, I can't wait for everyone to finish their study! We still have long lists of things to do together!

In one month time, I will be having my second practicum which is around Kuching too. As usual, will be having lectures, BIG and some events! I am not wishing it to be an easy semester but I hope that all of us will have the strength to endure together on whatever that may come along the way and wisdom to handle all the things that we are to do. Stay the course!

For now, dear Mr. Pilot, who ever you are, get the jet ready! :)

Viber with Allyn

We had just spent more than an hour viber-ing each other. Oh my, i really miss the story time we used to have. Recalling back all the sweet memories in high school as well as updating each other on things that are going on in our life. We laughed so loud just like the old times! Dear Rossa Allyn, do take a good care of yourself there. Miss you so much! Will viber you again some other days!

The sweet 21

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 

to myself !

okay, that awkward moment when you are singing birthday song for yourself! LOL!

How the day start?

Before the clock struck at 12 am, I had already received birthday wishes (yeah, Agnes was the first one! ). And after that, more wishes come which makes me happy happy and happy. Then, I woke up this morning at 6am something, thanking God for being alive for 21 years, took my shower, get ready, rode on uncle kim's van, reached the Camelite church ! yeee.. After the mass, we went to Saberkas, took our brunch together. Today, I was really blessed that I had my brunch in a small fellowship circle. Like everything was planned in the right timing. After that, we went for a short stroll around Seberkas and went back.

Reached the hostel and i took my sweet sleep. I woke up around 4pm then stalking people in FB. After that give some calls to my friends! good to hear from them

(Chiba will remember what you said :P, and wait for me to be LAGEN... wait for it... DERY !!).

Finished with the conversation, I went for my evening jog or it supposed to be stroll. the weather was so good to me! Then went back, took my sweet shower again and sit in front of my laptop until 12 am, 7 may 2012.

Anyway, i would like to say thank you to everyone for making the best day in my life. Thank you for the wishes, for being there always with me. Thank you to my lovely besties, olivias, for the cute hair band, love it so much! thank you for making my day everyone. Be blessed and happy always ! Don't stop smiling because smile can automatically make you happy !

I am blessed and thankful that i have received the greatest gift in my life for the 21 years of living. I have made up my mind for certain things in my life and will never regret it. So sorry for being emotional for the last few weeks, or should it be months already. I know things happen for a reason. I have to go through the moment of pains for me to be on the happy side. Thank you for bearing with me. Your understanding is greatly appreciated. Thank you. 

So now, my new 'azam' is to be happy and life live to the fullest (yes, it is kind of clinches saying those words). After all, i just feel so much 'free' inside. This is the life that He has given for me. Thank you Lord for the words and making me stronger than before.

I am now 21, independent single lady, happy and blessed with wonderful people around me :D

and one more important thing, i received a call from my another darling.. c ellye yg plg chubby!! hehe.. xba, ely plg kiut :) hehe tq ely sbb dgar crta sy yg plg emo n pnjg d dunia :P haha

Words

''bgtu la hdup sis.. kadang kita happy, kadang kita sad. tapi masa tetap brjalan. n umur semakin meningkat. believe me, once u really in control of making decision in ur life, u'll realise yg life has bigger perspective. i believe u can..and strong enuf to move on.. make a prayer for complete surrender to God's hand about this matter. cheer up!^^''

allyn, 2012

P/s : thanks for the words allyn, be good there and take care always. you're missed by me.

Car_Rush

The call

O ya, last night I received a call from a strange number; +0309 ! At first, I was scared to take the call because it reminded me of the nombor m***h. But then, I just picked the phone and guess what, it was allyn!! Ponsikou noh tomod alyn for calling me all the way from Aussie!! Really have a great conversation with allyn though the line is a bit slow. I miss her so much!! hope you are doing fine there miss allyn! I know it might be hard, but I am sure you are a strong woman, you will get used with the environment in time. Have faith allyn !!!

Anyway, have a happy day everyone! Let us smile to each other!

Birthday Letter

Happy birthday to you dear IGANATIA !!!

I hope your birthday will be the blast one this year. Haha. God bless you in every step that you take. Hehe. I miss you iga.

Sorry Iga for unconsciously hurting you for all these times

Iga, my beloved 'kakak sulung', thank you for all the beautiful moments that we have lived together. Thank you for all the thoughtful sister-to-sister-advices that we have shared together. Thank you for all the precious time that we have spent together. I will treasure that moments forever. Don't forget this, we are the most 'semangat' librarians ! Thank so much for the undivided love and care which bound us together up to this moments. May our friendship last forever. 

I hope you will be happy always wherever you are iga

Iga and the other car_rush sisters; you all are one of the greatest gifts that I have in my life. Thank you for colouring my life with care and love. Miss you all...Love you all...muaaahhh !!

Today

Today, I only had one class which was from 2.15pm until 4.15pm. The whole morning I was lying comfortably on my bed with random thoughts in my mind.

Here are some words from me to my lovely people:

To my sister ely, don't be sad yaA. Everything happens for reasons. God bless you always dear. To my fellow car_rush sisters, I just want to let you all know that you're missed by me!

By the way, I think it is not to late to congratulate my sister alyn for the her result. Wish you all the best and take care always ya dear alyn. We gonna miss you soon. Be good there !

Holiday Story

Okay, i'm home now. I have had a great time at ely's house. Yesterday, ely's dad picked us up around 7pm. I felt so sorry for giving them hard times because it was raining heavily that time and plus the traffic jam some more. It must be difficult for them to wait patiently. Thankfully, everything went well. Before we arrived at ely's house, her parents brought us for dinner at a restaurant. Okay, the dinner was really awesome! thank you so much uncle and aunty for the 'treat'. We arrived at ely's around 9pm. I took my bath. Then, 'story time'. We talked about so many things. Randomly picked the subjects with long elaboration and endless laugh! That was really fun! We only slept at 2am with Cva's ghost story in our mind!

We woke up around 7 am which was so early! Then, ely's mum took us for breakfast at a Chinese restaurant near ely's house. After that, we strolled around the shops and only went back around 10am. Before mid day, we were on our way to KK. 

PMR result was out today ! CONGRATULATION to my lil sister! I know that she has done her best !

Outing

Today I went for an outing with my cousin angie. At first, we decided to go to Inanam only for a short outing. But, it turned out to be the long one when my bestie called me, Ely. She asked me if I am going to KK or not because ray and nancy were also at KK that time. I was a bit guilty because I had promised to angie that we are going to Inanam only. But then, it had been a while I didn't meet them especially my missed cousin ray. At last, we went to KK. I was happy to meet them. We talked about random things, snapped the 'cutest pose' ever and walked aimlessly around CP. I miss them all so much!

Years ago, I had this question in my mind; why I don't have any elder sister? And now, I know the answer for that question. It is because God has given me 10 sisters in Christ. So, I do not need one. Thanks God. I love them all so much. God, please protect them wherever they are and guide them to walk constantly in Your path.

Tomorrow, we are going to KM to celebrate the annual family day and 'Kenduri Kesyukuran' for my cousin who gets the offer to study nurse next year. Congratulation Jun ! Hopefully, all will be okay tomorrow. Pray for our journey ya !

Sisters' Outing

Waterfront

29 August 2010

Birthday 2009

Thank you for the wishes,

Thank you for the day spent,

Thank you for everything, family and friends!

Thank you God for this 19th years of living.