'A Letter from Heaven'

Dear God, grant peace in their souls. RIP. 

Miles Apart

I never thought that my days in SMESH will be filled with wonderful memories which is a lifetime lasting. Not just about the memories, but the people I met, knew and connect with! Being together, as a group, or perhaps like a 'gang' has no intention to create any gang-up culture. Yet, the friendship among the 11 of us is unconsciously built but intended by Him. He has reasons for putting each of us on the line, regardless of the time of meeting. And yes, so much cherish-able memories created in those years until this moment.

 4th - 7th Nov 2007 marks the first trip we made through together (excluding Jenny and Nancy). It has been 6 years since then. I miss those moment! Honesty, I have no idea that I am going to meet such wonderful company which are more than friends, they are like sisters! I miss those days spent together, telling dramatic stories, laughing, shedding tears, eating, singing, dancing, portraying some so-called-teens-crimes and the lists go endlessly. I couldn't write everything descriptively because it will take forever. High school days, they always remain me of good old times, memories created that are imperishable. 

Though we are now stepping on different ground, get rarely in contact or meet, but still the bond is strong, so strong! And sometimes, I thought that we could read each others' minds that at the point of breaking, some of them will show up at that exact moment. God must have created us in such away that even we are miles away, we are inseparable and unbreakable. It is not just about being understanding or accepting each other flaws but more than that. Most of the time, it is putting up with each other, the good and the bad, the right and the wrong, the best and the worst. Yet, just because we look perfect together doesn't mean we never experienced conflicts, we did and so many of them. But the blessings that come together with the friendship are strong enough to win against the all odds.

Though we are miles apart, but we are close at heart. On one fine day, we shall get together and drunken ourselves with the best friendship's toasts ever!

Sayings

“I’ve come to believe that each of us has a personal calling that’s as unique as a fingerprint – and that the best way to succeed is to discover what you love and then find a way to offer it to others in the form of service, working hard, and also allowing the energy of the universe to lead you.” 

Oprah Winfrey

"Too often in life, something happens and we blame other people for us not being happy or satisfied or fulfilled. So the point is, we all have choices, and we make the choice to accept people or situations or to not accept situations."
Tom Brady

“I always did something I was a little not ready to do. I think that’s how you grow. When there’s that moment of ‘Wow, I’m not really sure I can do this,’ and you push through those moments, that’s when you have a breakthrough.”
Marissa Mayer

The Determined Me

I feel like I haven't been writing like ages! O my! It is not like I have lost my interest in writing but too little time to write and too much 'lazy' hormone in pouring things out. But yes, life has been great, as always! At some times, I had been activating myself with all the activities, working like a 'real' teacher for the recent teaching practice and travelling around which makes my body to demand for more energy source. At the end of the day, I gain SOME weight and that is an obvious one, poor me! Okay, I know that won't give enough reason of winning everyone's side to feel pity on me. 

That 'pity' feeling is more appropriate to be poured on the recent news in our country. After updating myself with all the recent unexpected cases around Malaysia, it aches my heart! How I wish the world could be much more safer now just like the inactive-Internat reign. But that is how things go, the world is evolving and the people are affected too. Knowing all those things it does trigger the 'educator' side of me. Yet, it does not only fall on our shoulder, but the responsibility goes to everyone: parents, friends, society and the nation. 

Okay, back to the 'weight' story, I shall get myself on track again. Yes, with all the fulfilled days with activities I lost myself against my own diet. Hence, I shall be working on it again for the LEGENDARY comeback! Okay, I know that is too much of exaggerating on things. I am just trying to get myself motivated - that feeling of being determined!

We'll have our annual dinner tomorrow and exam for the days after. In three weeks time, I shall be home and there will be lots of events awaiting! Hopefully, everything will go well. I guess, I will just update everything during the holiday as I will have more time to sit like a 'boss' then.

Before I stop, let this picture entertains you which is on my attempt of getting myself aired higher than the Singapore's flyer but it was a failure. For the next visit, I shall win against that flyer and, of course, with the help from camera trick! ;)

Lastly, I shall get myself to be more determined for the coming exam too!

Hye!

It has been 2 months since my last post which actually makes me close to abandon this site! But, not for now. So many things happened within the months: completing my second phase of teaching practice, BTN course and Singapore Trip! Finally, one of my wish-lists is fulfilled! Perhaps, I will have those stories written when I have longer time to blog. Until then, bye!