ICC Camp 2011

I had been to ICC and it was great awakening! I enjoyed all the activities that we did there like group sharing, praise and worship, taize prayer, animation, creative report, movie watching, games and so on. there were 13 of us from IPBL who had participated this 3 days and 2 nights camp.

Through the camp, we were exposed to these four elements of gospel values ~ hope, faith, love and freedom. these sentimental values give great deal of impacts to our life. i learnt about freedom the most. everyone is free to lead what kind of life they want to live. even at the moment we started our day, we have to choose! we have the power to choose what kind of day we want to go through ~ happy, sad, motivated ~ everything is up to us. but still, we should always bear in our mind that there is a limit for everything. we should know how to draw the line between do's and don's in our life. though we are free to choose, still there is a boundary that we should not overlook. yeah, that is freedom!

Apart from that, sis Lisa (the program's coordinator) also told us that there are 'white wolf' and 'black wolf' in every man. so, it is up to us which wolf we would want to feed more. but remember that, don't over-feed the 'black wolf' or else it would 'overtake' you and i am sure that you guys know what's the consequences.

Overall, i really enjoy this camp. hopefully, i can join something like this again in the future. to my amazing friends - elsie, libe, jus, usun, cecil, lesley, dolo, allan, mathew, yanson, easther, erwin, thank you for making my days so much fun. not to forget the organizers team and participants of Inter Campus Camp 2011, you'll will be missed.

I Never Told You

I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there’s no sunrise, like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
But I never told you
I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you
I can’t believe that I still want you
After all the things we’ve been through
I miss everything about you, without you

I see your blue eyes, everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to, when I’m not around you
It’s like I’m not with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you (still you’re gone)
I can’t believe that I still want you (and loving you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we’ve been through
I miss everything about you, without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you (still you’re gone)
I can’t believe that I still want you (and loving you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we’ve been through
I miss everything about you, without you

Updates

Sometimes, i feel that the time is flying so fast that i could not even realise that i was breathing ! oh no, it is going to be the 6th week of studying soon for this sem and i haven't really settle down everything. I know that i had been sleeping like a baby for days (night + day), eat & shop endlessly when there was nothing to do. And the worst part is that, i havent done anything for the assignments which mostly are to be submitted before this coming holidays in few weeks time again. See!

I will be back to Sabah in 5 weeks from now and have my SBE there again (see the dates that are highlighted in pink, that is my holidays!) This time i will be doing my SBE at Kiulu, at my uncle's school. Hopefully, i will have at least a companion there. But now,i really have to settle down everything. Need to start up with assignments and the given tasks. There will be a lot of research-doing in this sem. Our BIG is coming soon but it will be a charity work only. No more camping, no more rafting ! Basically, everything in sem is mostly the same as what we have had for the 1st sem, like having PBS, BIG, assignments, and portfolio of course ! and finally the examination. but something different is that i am a full time JPP ~ but don't worry, i have wholly accepted this responsibility in my heart.

For the activities part. After the holidays, we are going to have a kind of carnival (which reminds me of our book affair day) here which is one of the tesl's activities. Can't wait to see all the little children around. Next week, there will be a camp at St Lukas. It is Inter Campus Camp (ICC). I will be going for it, yaayy! another thing is that i am joining the IPG drama again. At first, i was given a character but i refused it cause i know that i am really 'suck' when it comes to acting part, seriously! so i will just join the dancers - KUDRAT TARI. This time, the drama will be at Miri which is after the raya holiday.

Hopefully, everything will be fine this sem. 

And the things that i can't wait for this year is the celebration of the SYD cross which will be coming to our church at the end of the year! yeah, here comes the memory of SYD 2 again. may God bless the cross journey ! so now is the perfect time for me to settle down everything!

Thanks to everyone

It was a great night!

If i could, i would want to personally say thank you to everyone who had involved directly or indirectly in making the 'Sambutan Ngiling Bidai & Penutupan Pesta Kaamatan' a successful event.

I know that it had been a tiring days of preparation. Sometimes, i feel so tired, not physically but mentally. I had been worrying so much about the event because there were so many things which were still left hanging. I was afraid that the event wont go as what we had planned. Plus the last minutes changes made me feel uneasy. Even at the night of the event, my heart was strained, and keep on saying that everything would be okay.

Thankfully, everything went well. Now, i feel more relieve. I am so happy that everyone is willing to lend some helps, and spend their time during the preparation of the event. To my close-mates, i am so grateful to have you guys there when i needed you all the most.

It had been quite a challenging moments for me. Plus, it was the first time, i was fully involved in organising an event with my two other members under JPP. Out of all, after all the difficulties we had gone through in organizing this event, i have learnt some lessons which are, there is no easy way to achieve something. Sometimes, we have to sacrifice something to gain something. It might hurt us but just endure it, cause the pain will worth at the end.

Above all, i thank God because without Him we wouldn't be able to carry out this event.

"Sambutan Ngiling Bidai & Penutupan Pesta Kaamatan IPGKBL 2011"

"Sambutan Ngiling Bidai & penutupan Pesta Kaamatan IPGKBL 2011"

organized by 'Biro Kebudayaan dan Kesenian Ahli Jawatankuasa Perwakilan Pelajar 2011/12'