Monday, May 28, 2012

UN Pulutan





congratulation sheryl !

Spiritually Single


'Heavenly Father, help me see past my problems, my struggles. Certain things in my life confuse me because I just don't understand why. You tell me you've got everything under control but it still doesn't answer the many questions plaguing my heart. Increase my faith to decrease the doubt. Help me be at peace with the negative outcomes, with the dark clouds in my life. Help me be content where I am today. My Lord I know you love me and cherish me because you chose me. I want to experience the peace that comes from total surrender into your loving arms. Father God I don't know why all this is happening in my life but the one thing I'm sure of is You. Amen.'

Friday, May 25, 2012

Blessed

Kuching to KK 

I met a lot of people on the way, a long and tiring journey but it makes me feel happy and blessed to have wonderful people around.

Some of them i didn't even expect to bum into. But, I knew there are reasons behind it and actually it makes me feel a lot more happy talking to a person whom i haven't meet for a long time. Just now, i went to join the choir practice at the church. Meeting and talking with them all are just like rewinding some old memories, but i believe that memories are part of the blessings in my life.

All in all, i just feel so blessed

Thank you Lord.

Saturday, May 19, 2012

It's a beautiful day

Last night, my facebook layout changed to TIMELINE and it was the worst nightmare ever. How could it be ?? Anyway,  i woke up this morning and feel everything is so good, it's a beautiful  day.

Thank you Lord, 
for giving me another day to start over,
for the wonderful people around me,  family and friends :D

I miss my cousin, cute lil amber


I'm using a new application, Instagram. Actually i uploaded this picture to my fb through my phone and when i refreshed my fb, it changed to timeline. O dear, and i had tried my best to fix the situation by google-ing it out how to change it to the old version, but there was just no 'effective' way to do so, which makes me to ponder; Nothing stays the same, one day everything will change, after all, life moves on.

Maybe, it's a kind of 'sign' for me, to start all over again..
to be LAGEN.... wait for it... DARY !!!

I don't need any new 'relationship' to survive. If it is meant to be, it will happen on the right time with the right one. Family and friends complete the circle of my life. I believe that God has a beautiful plan for me, will just wait for it :D 

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Spiritually Single

I'm ready to move forward and leave the past behind. I'm emotionally ready to take the next step. I'm ready to take on the next adventure. I'm ready for a new chapter in my life.

Lord, I pray for a man that really loves you more than everything. A man that lives not for himself, but for you. He must know for whom and what he lives, so his life isn't useless. Someone that has a wise heart, not only a smart brain. A man that not only adores me, but can warn me when I'm wrong. Someone who will take my hand and walk together with me on Your path. I pray for him to come on the right time as You have planned for me. Amen.

Lord, i give you my heart. Don't let it fall for anyone, not for the time being. I just want to spend this moment with my family, friends and to focus on my study and future. I know You will make everything beautiful on the 'right' time.