Random Sayings

She wished all her memories were of the good times but the bad times kept coming back to haunt her.

There were happy days, when she would walk around in a daydream with nothing but a smile on her face, catching herself giggling as she walked down the street when a joke of theirs would suddenly pop into her head. Then she would fall into days of deep dark depression; then finally build up the strength to be positive and to snap out of it for few days.

It was a tiring process and most of the time she couldn't be bothered battling with her mind.

Friends and family came and went; sometimes helping her with the tears, other time making her laugh . But even in her laughter there was something missing.

It was time to stop hiding in the dark and to hold your head up high and come face to face with the truth.

'You don't have to put on a brave face all the time, you know'

Whatever lay ahead, she knew she would open her heart and follow where it led. 

In the meantime, she would just live.

'P.S. I Love You' by Cecelia Ahern 

Thankful

God’s love remains steadfast and sure. That’s a love we can trust. In times like these, hold on to His promise.

"Be thankful in all circumstances"

Now, i am fully recovered! Kamsahamida ! Need to concentrate for examination. Focus! Maybe i'm too excited for the upcoming holidays. In two weeks time, at time like this, i will be leisurely sleeping on my own bed in my home sweet home . yaaayy !

Once again, Kamsahamida!

Unnecessary ‘Sacrifice'

Different people will have different interpretations of certain issues, words written or the actions portrayed. No matter what the sayings go, I know where I stand. I know my life better. Just don’t dramatise any unnecessary ‘sacrifice’ because it won’t entertain my heart at all.

Updates

I have just recovered from a terrible-headache-diarrhoea sickness which for the first time ever, i skipped a class ! i really can't afford to even stand for minutes. I was forcing myself to walk in and out of the toilet. Even during the dance practice i felt like collapsing on the floor. It was damn-ly tiring and headache-ing. I wish i could just faint anywhere. The worse things were the food was tasteless, i had a sore throat and I just don't feel like going to clinic.

Luckily the sickness does not last forever. Thanks roomate for the panadol and cool fever! not to forget my friends around for your concerns, Kamsahamida! I am gaining my energy back, all the food become tasty again, no more spending so much time in the toilet and i am able to dance gracefully on the stage :D

Can't wait for the show! Two more days. I hope everything will go smoothly and please be healthy dear may! 

Reminiscing the memory of musical night in 2009. We were the newbies back then. Yayy ! Such a wonderful memory to join the dancing troupe in IPBL :D

Here i am now, counting days for..

musical night 2012

exam to end ~ jiayoouuu !

&

flight to go back home! I miss I miss I miss my home !

I have long lists for things to do and places to go for my holidays this time.

FUNNY thing happened today ~ I was sitting comfortably on my chair this evening and suddenly i felt my hand was thinner than before, like i was touching a thin skin and i can feel the BONE part ! and suddenly i just had this automatic movement to cafeteria. I rushed to the counter, ordered my food and had it eaten as soon as possible ~ i feel that i am becoming thinner than before. Is it because of the sickness or did i loss my memory on eating my dinner. O dear, i want to lose weight but feel scare if in no time i become like a skeleton walking around ! ~ okay i know this is not funny at all.

But really, i need to congratulate myself for taking my dinner today. yaayy! 

Till then.

12.10.12

It is a nice date today ~ 12.10.12

There are some points in my life where i have nothing more to ask. Everything is more than enough. All i want to do is to thank God. Day by day, i learn to understand every single thing that happened. People who come and go. Things that happen, things that come to me. They leave some wonderful memories in my heart, should be cherished forever. I learn to understand that there are just some things that is not mean for me. Life is a long journey and might end unexpectedly. When we die, we are not going to bring the money we have or the position we hold or the status we stand on or the beloved people around us. It is going to be between you alone and God. Though it is seem to be an individual battle, it doesn't mean we should be selfish. It is the heart that counts and the love you share with others. It is how we accept each other regardless of the physical appearance, wealth, education level or rank. It is how we value the differences that exist in every humankind. Even though we have the faith but it is nothing if it is not demonstrated in actions. Sometimes it is not about being good or bad, it is to do the right thing.