Farewell 2012!

In 2012, i learn to be thankful in whatever situation i am. Everything is just more that enough. Thank you Lord for the blessings in my life. Though things are just so hard, so unexpected, so heartbreaking, so painful, and hopeless sometimes, i am thankful that He always there for me, never fail to lift me up. Thank you Lord. 

Indeed, there were times when i just want to stop being at some places and stop meeting some people. The feeling was so strong but still something keeps me on walking on that road. I am so thankful that people around me, family and friends, never stopping reaching out their hands for me. Never stop  giving motivating words and cracking jokes to lighten up the environment. I am not able to pass the word thank you to each and everyone of you but i appreciate every single things you did. Thank you friends. They are the anonymous saints sent by God to me. 

In 2012, i may have hurt some hearts too, maybe a lot of them. I sorry for it. I may have been selfish at some points. I may have uttered some unpleasant words. I am sorry for everything. 

I just want to be thankful for everything in my life now. For every single thing i have, every single person around me and every single moment that happened. 

Thank you everyone. Thank you Lord :)

Blessed Christmas 2012

Merry Christmas everyone!

Okay, i had been spending most of my time strolling around KK town for the past few days. Like buying lots of stuffs for decors and some attires. You know shopping is just part of women's nature.

Just now, i went to Christmas Eve mass. Singing at the choirs makes me feel so excited and grateful having so many people around celebrating the mass together.

Tomorrow morning, we are going back to Toboh village. Hopefully the journey will be a safe one. According to plan that were made earlier, we will be attending Christmas mass there and then going to the next destination, Ranau, my cousin house.

Our Christmas open house will be on 29th December. Everyone is welcomed! Then we will be having a big family gathering on my mother's side on the New Year Eve. Hopefully everything will go well too. Those who will be engaged or married soon, we will try our best to attend the big day.

I'm going back to college in a week time. So dear heart, lets have lots of fun first!

Finally, have yourself a little merry Christmas wherever you are. God bless :D

Vacation!

I'm so in the mood for vacation right now! Anyone, please bring me along. 

Quotes

They said, time is a healer. Reading is a healer too. Through words, we gained wonderful insights. I love reading and my preferable ones will be on novels and simple quotes. It touches, inspires and blooms the inner part of me.

God sometimes uses trouble to open your eyes, to make you aware of His voice, to make you sensitive to your surroundings. It's a wake up call, a nudge in the right direction. Don't allow the enemy to implant bitter thoughts in your mind that will only make you steer away from the Lord; thoughts that will only make you question His motives. Pray for discernment and revelation in this confusing time. Trust and seek the Lover of your soul. 

Thanking the Lord once you've received what you wanted for so long is easy but thanking Him though pain and tears is challenging. However, it's during the painful process that you witness His loving comfort. It's through the sorrow that you experience His peaceful presence. It's in these times that you appreciate His closeness. Don't think of this season as God being distant or indifferent, He's 

right beside you waiting for you to call on Him... thank Him and believe He will make things better. Don't waste this time on negative thoughts or trying to figure things out on your own, start enjoying the intimacy He desires to share with you.   

Ten years from now the troubles you face today will seem like a blip on the radar of life. The Lord will make sure that what drowns you today will be what you walk on tomorrow. He uses the good and bad experiences to edify and strengthen you. Nothing in your life goes to waste it's all valuable clay in the potters hands. Don't lose faith things will get better. Trust in God's promises.

Source: Spiritually Single

Happy December

There were days when i don't even want to listen to some songs, when i don't want to walk on certain roads, when i don't want to see some people, when i don't want to talk about some matters in my life. But now, i feel so much freedom inside. Sometimes we just have to go through the process, soaked ourselves in tears and drawn away with the pain. It is a long process, but with a strong heart you will survive! You just have to face the pain, feel the sorrowful moment and slowly raise up. Because after everything it will be better, that broken soul will heal, becoming a new one, strong enough. Bear in mind not to lose your faith along the way.

Don't take the easy way out because it only gives a temporary happiness. The pain may surface again one day. Sometimes, it is not the outer part that matter. It is the inside, the soul, it does need some time away, some rest.

Don't settle when your heart is not ready enough. There is a BIG difference between 'mending someone who's broken and finding someone who makes you complete'.

Happy December people :D