2016 update!

Hello.

So I didn't write anything for the passed months this year and realising the the clock almost tick on the last month this year. How was life? Great as always!

I am glad to the fact that I am still here. Surrounded by people I love. Great job. Lovely kids and everything that just come in between. I wish that I had spent more time on engraving those moments that I have had, but that is okay. Everything is well recorded in my Instagram and Facebook I guess. Still, I miss writing. 

This year, I am just thankful for everything. It is like all the courses are running smoothly and God really keeps me in a great pace. Blessing. 

Milestones. I did achieve some. 

I got myself cling to fitness this early year and lose some kilos. People are talking about it to. That motivate me a lot. And most importantly, I joined runs. I ran for half marathon in my best time. I and had that constant jog stamina. Yet, I am running out of pace these days. I hope I could be back to track as soon as possible. And 1 reason to lose weight effectively in to lower the sugar intake. If possible, don't take it at all. I usually just order a warm Chinese Teh Ping or hot Teh O. Unless I am not in that good mood, you will see Coke by my side.

I went for travelling. Yes, it was an impromptu decision to. But still best things ever happened. Cause that was the time when I get to put away all the unpleasant feelings. I went to Jakarta and Bandung with my colleague. Achievement unlocked!

I bought some *expensive (I would say) for myself. But again when I think about it, nothing to regret. Because I am aiming on living the moment productively and rewarding myself with those things help me to get engage with my task with quality. You know in life you gotta set some standard to yourself and work up to it. Anyway, it helps me to live the moment. 

Work. Not my favourite word but the KIDS. I am in deep love with them all. That is one of the reasons why I love my job so much. I see the growth and progress every day. I got the chance to share and motivate them. Though I am not that motivated all the times. There were days when I have to deal with the parents too. But thankfully up to now nothing serious comes up. And surprisingly, almost everyone is on our side. Kids, we have so much more to do. Let's make more memories!

Lastly, I met him. Yes, we met! 

I am just thankful, blessed with everything. Family, friends, colleagues, everyone and you!

But something that keep me down recently is to the fact that Gary has left Running Man. It feels like part of me are tearing too. No more Monday Couple and Gary. You know that when you are a fan of Running Man, you will get that grieving feeling inside. But that is life. It makes me ponder on things too. Life is like that. Somehow someone or anyone will be leaving though the journey has not ended yet. All the best, Gary oppa!

Turning point; graduation & work

It had been months away from the first day I have officially teaching and graduated! Leaving me with three weeks of settling the last phase for this year of schooling. It has been a great turning point for me.

Graduation. From the bottom of my heart, I really wish to go for another one. Because things really didn't fall to it place that day. It was too crowded, too rushing. But no worry, it was an experience. Perhaps, going for another one in few years to come!

At the very beginning, I was supposed to be posted to a school in an island but due to some reasons I have been assigned to a new school. And I love everything about the school! It takes me 3-4 hours drive to reach the school. For family, I wouldn't mind to spend 7-8 hours on the road unless there are extra works to be done on weekends. The pupils, colleagues, staffs and even parents have been very supportive and happening! Though I have 31 periods per week plus some sides administrative works, still it didn't burn me out. Perhaps, some times. But I take it as a training and challenge to get me through the rest of my years in teaching. Sometimes, I just love spending the weekends here, away from the city and crowds!

This is just a year of introduction. A year to enrich myself with new skills, build networks and keep on adapting. Gonna step on more stones on the coming years!

Hello!

It has been a while or better pronounce it a long kind of while being away from this site. Life is moving to the right direction as what it has been planned at the very beginning. Finished college, graduated and now proudly announcing that I am finally a working young adult! But still the rolling didn't go anywhere. The path is still full of ups and downs. Sometimes, as always, life is phasing to fast! At the blinks of eyes, I am here!

Here. Standing on this ground. Looking at thousands pairs of eyes which are filled with unspeakable dreams and hopes for what coming next. Yes, at some points, that feeling of frustrating and tiring always comes for visits, staying for days or more.

But fate is for real. There are thousands of unveiled reasons why it has to be here.

For at the very beginning, my thought was charmed to the fact that one who is moulded since young to run will easily learn to swim when he is thrown to the sea. Sadly, it was a wrong turn. Struggles, hard work, perseverance.

But amazingly, after all, it is good to listen when some of the young souls never fail to make you believe that you are there for reason. Reasons.

'Kalau Cikgu tidak jadi Cikgu, tidak lah Cikgu jumpa kami. Nasib Cikgu jadi Cikgu'

For now, good is enough. :')

Not for a moment

And every step every breath you are there 
Every tear every cry every prayer 
In my hurt at my worst 
When my world falls down 
Not for a moment will You forsake me 
Even in the dark 
Even when it's hard 
You will never leave me 
After all 
Not for a moment will You forsake me

The day

There is a day when it gets just so tiring of repeating the same things over and over again. The day when it gets too much that it doesn't give out any feeling anymore. For the time being, let just treasure the best we could. Dear young hearts, you'll always the special ones. I don't want to just get through the day. But I would want us to make the best out of each moment. And I know, it is a cyclic feeling. They will come and go but the moments and memories will stay forever.