Outing Story

I had been for outings with my friends here for three days non-stoply accompanied by my beloved allowance.

The first outing was on 28 January 2011, the day when the allowance was out. We went to Boulevered. We ate at the food court and pizza after that! I was so full that I didn't really have the mood for shopping. Still I managed to buy a beg as a remembrance of my first outing with my love, dear allowance!

The second day of outing was on the next day. This time we went to Spring at 11am something. We ate and shopped around ! I didn't really shop here as the things are mostly expensive and branded ones. I am not a person who goes for branded things. As long as the things are nice and suit me, I will buy it! So dear branded stuffs, I will shop you when I get my own salary years later. At 2.30pm, we went to MBO to watch movie ; Season of the witch! Only went back around 5pm.

On the third day, we went for steamboat. My favourite outing above all. I love to eat steamboat especially the yummy 'Lok-Lok'. So delicious and I just can't stop eating those dishes. I want to go for steamboat again!

Altogether, thank you so much to my dearly TESL friends mimi, faz, miley, jarul, danny and wan for making our outings' days so much fun!

Outings

First day outing: Bouleverd, Kuching

Seconnd day outing: Spring, Kuching

Third day outing: Steamboat day !!

Happy Sunday

We have to experience the different moments in life, so that we know the real meaning of life. Life is not just about to laugh when we are happy or cry when we are sad. It is not about to enjoy everything and living to the fullest. But it is about to walk together with our God.

Adakalanya kita perlu menangis, agar kita tahu hidup ini bukan sekadar ketawa, dan adakalanya kita perlu ketawa agar kita tahu mahalnya airmata, bersyukur pada orang yang menyakitimu kerana dia yang menabahkanmu, bersyukur pada orang yang tidak mengendahkan kamu kerana dia memupukmu berdikari, bersyukur kepada orang yang menjatuhkanmu kerana dia yang memperhebatkan kamu, bersyukur kepada orang yang menyiksa kamu kerana dia yang menguji ketabahan dan kesabaranmu

Happy Sunday people !

Be blessed.

Quote

I try my best to trust everyone in my life. But sometimes I fail. People tell lies and I innocently make myself believe into that so-called truth. But when all the truth came out, I am hurt to know that I have been cheated since then. It hurts to know that someone is hiding something from behind. Sorry that I have lost half of my trust on you. I forgive you but to forget, it is out of my control. I hope that you will be living a happy life there.

It takes time

Sometimes I wish that I could calculate all the written words and came out with an analysis or answer of the given text. But that is impossible. Until now, I still can't believe that I am doing TESL. I am dealing with English language which was my last choice of subject during my school days. I don't know why I am not really into language. I prefer to work with all the calculation than to analyse a text or whatever is it to do with language. Even, to be part of the English society is my last choice. I just don't understand why am I walking in this path. Can I just stop and turn myself into new direction, new path but not English. I do ever wish that I can speak English fluently one day, but not to master the language wholly. Pretending to feel okay is really hard. Slowly, I realise that I have forgotten almost all my knowledge in Mathematics. When I flipped off my certificates file the other day, I saw my Australian's Mathematics certificate. Suddenly, my mind was captivated with all unanswered questions and unwanted thoughts. I am so pathetic. I feel something burdened inside. From the beginning when I said YES to this course, I know that there will be some points in my life where there is a little regret surfaced in my heart. And it happens so many times since then. I know that I am a slow learner when it comes to language. Still, I believe that one day, I will get the answer why am I walking on this path. It takes time for everything to happen. Someday, there will be time where I will be doing good with the language just as I am good with the mathematics.