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One week holiday had passed!

I have had my 'rest' more than enough

Last Tuesday was a blast,

We had a CNY's open house marathon..6 houses in a day..

thank you so much to my lecturers and friends for the sweet times, delicious foods and great fellowship that we shared along the way.. i am so blessed to have them all :)

The allowance was out yesterday!

once again, we spent the whole day at spring...shopping and eating!

though we didn't have the chance to watch movie and Kbox -ing

but it's okay, another day will do

it was fun, hunting for clothes and accessories all around spring

and the food..yumyum pizza!!

everything makes me feel like i am a lively teen!

Lots of loves to my besties, mimi and faz, for making my day so much fun :D

Talking about money and allowance..

our lecturers have always remind us that 'we are paid to come to class'

that is obvious for sure!

there is no other institution that is paying their student for free..except the education institute.. those who study in 'teacher college' to be specific..

we don't have any semester's fee but are given a big sum of money which is no need to be paid back..except for the 'special case'

but the condition is only one;

we have to be a 'faithful' government servant for the rest of our life which comes together with an add-on title in front of our name after graduation - 'teacher'

so.. dear teacher trainers..

please use your money wisely..

use it for your own good..

make it enough for yourself!

i haven't been for a 'jog' this year..

i really want to..

but i was just so lazy sometimes to go out..

but after this holiday, i will go for it..

right miley?? <-- my jogging partner..hehe

i have been wanting to lose my weight for all these times..

but still, my food intake is uncontrollable.. huhu

i wish i have a machine that can shaped my body structure.. haha

its okay, i will find other alternatives :)

these days, i am so into all the 'korea stuffs'

this is part of the influence from the running man..

and it makes me wanted to 'dress' like them

listening to their musics.. dance their steps...learning their culture

which makes me to become a so-called-unperfect-malaysian-version-of-korean.. haha

another thing,

i miss my friends so much..

they are my 'car_rush' sisters!

i know that i haven't been in touch with you all all this while..

i am sorry..

sometimes i wish that you all are here so that we can create another beautiful memories just like the old times

but its okay, the time will come soon..

hopefully, the 'little' reunion that you all have been planning will go smoothly

miss you all so much..

back to college life,

i will be resigning my post soon as a JPP

i know that there are just some tasks that are not done properly from my side

that was my mistake, i am sorry..

anyway, it had been a great experience for me..

it will be a useful experience for my future either..

thank you everyone for the guidance and helping hands..

i am now in my sem 3 degree year,

5 more semesters ahead, i will be graduating..it will be a long way..i guess so..huhu

i remember that i had been making so much complaints on my study at the very beginning my foundation year, everything was just too difficult for me..

but now,

i had sensed some improvements in myself..

making me realise, everything takes time..

i hope that this semester will be a good time for me

to learn and improve myself more..

be more hardworking, punctual, and responsible as a degree student

but at the same time enjoying my life as a lively teen :)

i think that i had been blabbering, writing out all the random thoughts..

but i know that this is just part of growing up..

a teenage searching for identity, dealing with the physical appearance and everything about life..

p/s: everything that is written is only the story from my outside part.. for the other part, we will go to it later :)

Dear mom, dad, dearly siblings, other family members, youth friends, and other friends at sabah.. i miss you all too.. God please take care of them wherever they are :)

First week in IPBL

I had gone through my 1st week in IPBL and everything was just unpredictable!

Our institute is still in 'upgrading' process, so there are constructions all over the place. I hope that everything will be finished in time. We got a new cafe tender but the food is a bit expensive for me. There were just so much difficulties that i had to adapt with in this first week after my long holiday. yes, i do feel home sick but i am so used to it already. For now, everything is fine. I just need to adjust myself a little bit.

Last Thursday, we had our 1st public holiday because of the heavy rain around Kuching. It was a happy 'hours' for us as we got to enjoy our beauty sleep and rest with a comfortable atmosphere around. So cold, as if I was sleeping with the air-cond being turned on. But, that day turned out to be 'tragedy' after a girl was found death because of the flood from the heavy rain. This incident happened just a distance away from our college. I feel so shocked after hearing this news from my roommate. It touched me to know that there was a kind-hearted guy who did not know how to swim tried to save the girl but unfortunately he was drawn away by the flood. It was so ironic that i got to enjoy my life but on the other side some people were fighting hard for their life. Life is just so unpredictable.

I was surrounded by guiltiness for these few days for not being able to complete a simple task. I had been so irresponsible for these few days and selfish! I know it is a little thing and not many helping hands is needed, but being irresponsible make me feel so guilty and not worth to stand on that position. Yeah, i shouldn't be there at the first place. It only left few months, i just hope that i can do something to at least be worth of receiving the certificate later. At least, becoming a bit responsible and lessen the complaints. Yeah, i just don't like to neglect the things that had been assigned to me, that is part of my responsibility even though i do not have any intention to take the post at the very first place. But i know that there is a reason why i am there.

My mind is still pondering over the question that my lecturers had asked us few days ago. It was a bit worrisome and i feel that my front sight is getting a little bit blur. Is this a right way to go? I hope so.

It is only the first week but it gave me a lot to think about the road ahead. I just hope that everything will be fine.

Have a blessed Sunday :)

MYD 2011

We are going to St Catherine Inanam church this evening to send over the SYD youth cross. It had been 2 weeks since the first day the cross stepped into Good Sherperd Church Menggatal. Hopefully everything will go well.

Personally, this cross bring significant meaning to myself. It does not only bring changes from the outside part of me, but also the inner side of me.

Physically, it helps to build another friendship circle in my life. It is still crystal clear in my mind how i greet the first youth from GSCM. She is florina. Until now, she has been a very good friend of mine. The best thing is that i get the chance to mingle out with the other youths and follow all their activities. Though, my house is a bit far from the church but i am so thankful that my family will always send to church. For going back transport, any of the youth will send me home. I know that it keeps on worrying my parents, especially my mother, for going home late at night, i feel guilty but always pray that God will wipe over their worry. I still remember that i ever reached my home around 2 am. I was so worried that time, luckily nothing bad happened.

Before this, there in no words like 'serving' or 'church youth' in my life dictionary until i met them all. Yes, now i know the feeling of being the servant of God, someone who serves not only for the church but also the community outside of the church. I really enjoyed all the activities in church; camp, carolling, choir, fellowship and many more. I am so thankful to have great company of friends there.

From the inner side of me, this youth cross brings something unspoken explanation. The this that i had experience is hard to be describe by words. I know that everyone has their own definition of this cross. For me, it is a remainder for myself. To nourish my faith, to be strong, to walk on God's path constantly. The things that make me grateful so much is that God always has His way to call me back to him. I believe that everyone has their own personal experience in this youth cross journey. Even if the answer is still 'no' or blur from your side, but you are getting there. For the ones who follow this cross journey for the first time, sooner or later you will understand the reason behind it.

All in all, everything started with the coming of the youth cross which was 4 years ago and i am thankful to God who had created those days.

God bless.

Thank you Lord for giving me that smile that has become the colour of happiness to my life.

Drama time!

I had been spending my days with the korean and japanese's drama series. Here are some of them.

CITY HUNTER

i love this one because all the heroes and heroins are handsome and beautiful! The story line really suits my mood which is craving for something that is related to dealing with problem or something like that. The story was about revenge to the 5 people who had betrayed the 21 loyal soldiers by acidifying their life, luckily one of them managed to stay alive, after 28 years, the plan of taking revenge started. Along the way there are some love-relationship story attached to it. It also question the duty as responsible citizens to carry out their job with justice without looking into the blood of the one who goes against the law.

BLOODY MONDAY

This is a japanese drama. Almost the same as the city hunter drama, the only different was the issue that was brought up in the drama. There are just so much of hacking and computer-database in this drama. It makes me wonder that a person who is very good at manipulating the computer system does have many advantages. He can turn up a whole building as his brain by just hacking up the system. You might be confused with what i am trying to say here, hence i recommend you to watch this, especially if you are someone who loves computer!

RUNNING MAN

My favourite variety show all the time ! I love this show so much. The humour elements always make me want to laugh and sometimes burst into endless laugh. Now, i am an expert of RM show. From the left are kwang-soo, jong kook, jae suk, ji hyo, jong ki, suk jin, haha and gary !

Though, ji hyo is the only lady in this show but sometimes she can beat up all the men. I really like her strong and determine attitude. Jae suk is really a great MC and always supporting even though the others are trying hard to put him down, he has his own style of making the show alive. I also love joong ki. he is just so cute. he is known as pretty boy ! sometime i feel so pity towards kwang soo who always become the victim of bullying for being a framer. but he is funny and has lots of thailand fans ! jong kook, the commander, will always be by the kids side, haha and gary. These 3 people really suit each other. for suk jin, he will be always on the top list to be caught first, the wanted-jail-member together with jae suk and kwang soo! in every episode there will be one or more celebrities whom are invited as a guest to join the show. Each episode is carried out at a different landmark with a spacious space! the mission for each episode is also different ! but out of all, everything is full of laughters !

along the way, i get to know some korean celebrities like nickhun-chan, he is cute too !!

Menggatal Youth Day (MYD) 2011

Date: 2 - 4 Dec 2011

Time: 9.00 am (registration)

Fee: rm 15

Open to all RC Christian

God bless you all.